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Thursday, December 30, 2004

2:18 PM

wasabi is away: wish the rain would stop. wish ur not working. wish ur with me sun-tanning. guess wat? m i s s ing u alreadi. wish we'll nvr quarell like last night..sigh

i feel crazy going online to talk to a girl. then no one replies. so i offline anyway. my msn- the onli person who talks to me is nicholas. and i know he realli feeling damm bored. but then all he and me could ever talk abt is how sian we are. then i dun feel like talking anymore.

i dont know how much i miss the sun. i love the rain. it always reminds me of me and him at the bus stop. the "liang xiao wu chai" days. very sweet. very. then i missed the sun-tanning days with him at the beach.

but anyway found out from my time table that i'll dismiss at 12:40 p.m everyday from 3 to 7th jan. but i tink the afternoon are spend away doing my assignments. how dull can life be? sigh*

i read a book. this chinese book that my sis buy for me last time. it tells u abt life and puzzle. the puzzle of life. how you piece it up and find out what u want in life. wat is happiness etc. so it says happiness is when some one cares abt u and loves u. yap i got that happiness. i tink happiness comes in so many forms. our lives should never be lack of happiness. everyday i sit at my desk. talking to my sister. and i can like just laughed. i mean she has her flaws but i always love her i just do so much. she says that she cant imagine living apart from me, the dog and the family. no one will talk to her at night and no one will accompany her for walks to the ntuc or anything. i mean is so sweet. my sister usually fierce to me was actually missing me from her heart. she say she would love to have her own family married and live in her own house but that will realli means some kind of loneliness that we would all have to live up to someday. some ppl say the age gap of me and my sister is rather big. but not really. she can teach me abt life. and vice versa i give her lots of enlightenment on my part. life is so colourful with all these ppl around us. really.

and yesterdae i was wondering whether someday yang will stay at my house and i can talk to him at night. then it will be like so nice. he will just be part of my family. then we can just do those family stuff together. watch vcd, eat supper, play games, talk craps. that realli bring back lots of memories of me and my sister. she'll always tease me abt my body whenever i was dressing u[p and last time we'll jus have a pillow fight. bcos she cant stop throwing pillow at me at night. she realli have a problem up there. haha..

yest was realli terrible at 1st. i met up with my mum at chinatown bcos i tot i could go for a walk or shopping with her. but in the end all i ever get is to help my sis to buy all the things she need or want. but i did get a gift for gabriel seow lolx. then i have this lousy quarell with yang then i dun feel like picking up his calls le. i mean i miss him and all, then i have to resist picking up the calls. stupid. ah. but nvm. we shouldnt quarell actualli. it would be bad for health. all these communication problems.hmm.. but nvm meeting him tonight. wrote a very nice letter for him(:

there r some things that we're probably never gonna agree in life. but despite so much differences in us. we really love each other (:

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