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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

1:25 AM

u know suddenli i feel so much better. after cooking those tang yuan for my father - aha! this time is something soft soft so it wun hurt his gums. =)

i realli feel like making life better. one thing i havent done is i havent make a single call for this 2 weeks. i have been living in my world. but i dun feel like i have rested or anything. but i feel life has become very slow n grey all of a sudden. but it actualli didnt change much. i still have laughters like i used to. but i;m jus not appreciating life all of a sudden. i watched the news i kept crying for most of the cases, such as someone dying of tumour. or accident. or anything else. i mean why can they jus die like this. i am tired i realli am. i should sleep i promise yang to sleep early. i have my gifts most of them done up nicely.

suddenli think of so many people. think of kelly watching vcd with her watch her so jumpy. probably staying up late talking to bf on the phone 24 hrs. =) think of hongwei also think of playing ddr with him. think of yun yun..comforting me when i talk abt casper and she cry with me on the bus.tink of the time when i cried when she was too late. think of the time at k box when we will sing our hearts out. think of prom night especially. we all gone crazy. and i realli dun wan to stop dancing. once the music stops it marks the end of school days. we'll never gonna see each other as often as we used to. i think of wenqi. having breakfast n neoprints with her that time and stomache which i find realli funny her reaction etc. i tink of xx.. no matter what happen. she left such a remarkable frenship with me. it would have been beautiful. my whole jc 1 memory was like full of her. tears or not. she has been with me. i love her. but sometimes things wun go our way. unpredictable.i tink of vanessa days in srjc how we cried together jus bcos we did nothin wrong n got accused by evil female teacher.and our last stop at the bus stop eating ice cream.i truly missed sr.i tink of edmund who tac team with me in the orientation the games we played we danced.i tink of jeremy lim always so much crapping to do and endless topics to talk abt and the nice pink dog cup he gave me. i tink of edwin, sometimes bitchy yet so friendly. i tink of joycelyn who went to the trouble of getting me chocolates bcos i was depressed. i tink of christina how she show her concern when i feel like fainting in sch. i tink of all the big big ppl or small small characters that have come in my life. how i remember them for every single miracle they have given me. i guess they are realli so much goodness in people. but most of the time becos of certain things that happen we forgot to believe. we forgot to trust. we truly forgot to love.

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