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Sunday, December 19, 2004

11:58 PM

this the season to be berry merry. i think i saw this on an advertisement and it actually make me smile when i try singing it out. and i kept repeating it to my sister until she ask me to shut up. but i truly dun tink i am in any christmas mood now. i dun even feel i am a jolly good fellow.

i lost my voice actualli. but then i was chasing after this cockroach. when i wacked it i screamed at the top of my lungs. i was liked - terrified.

just an hr ago, i was debating on the phone about bk voucher and i think so much of burger king tat i feel so hungry abt it. and i feel that the uniform is so ugly. okae i not rEfEring to anyone here but plz..look at at macdonalds. i tink they have a better fashion sense hmm.. but anyway why do i care. is the food that counts. anyway i also find it pretty funny that wat do u mean i would go dating with my bf till 7+ and rushed home to watch ShRek. yea. is on channel 5 and i missed it! bloody hell. i was like telling everyone to watch it this sunday and i missed it. i totally missed my shRek =(

tis morning. my sister pratically dragged me off my bed. my hair was in a mess and my clothes seems too small for me. the last thing i remember is being in a cab and i kept trying to take a look at the mirror to check out my reflection. we went to amoy street to eat the "Lor mEe" at the famous stall. the Q was soooo long so i helped to buy the teh terik and teh alia(which was ginger tea) and the Q was also very long. i tried the ginger tea but it was hot n tasted wierd but i guessed it is good for health. but realli not my cup of tea.

i got this very nice stuff from chinatown. was like hugging it all the way home. looking at it. but this thing really gives me a headache. how many stuff have i bought but all thrown in the corner of my room. but is impt stuff. but it actualli got me into some groovy mood when i spend hours on it. then i find that i always lost interest in something after some time.

lucky was sent back to the shop. i was like hugging her all the way back. feeling her coat her fur for one last time. she's a great dog. i should really stop calling her cAsper. -_-" my father and i was like callin out her name and we looked thru the window, she just peeped out and looked at us. pa said that she has a good life. i know.

yang is back from msia. somehow always seems to have so mani weddings going on.he called me 4 times and i missed it. i was feeling really -sway- that i have to miss his calls when i feel like just hearing his voice for a moment. and my mum was like telling me too bad he just called i should have come home abit earlier etc. well is my fault for not bringing the phone.i wish someone gets married on my side so i could at least wear something pretty and eat something expensive, or some partying instead.

the time spent together with him seems to get lesser and lesser each day. even though i know that absence makes the heart grow fonder. but next year we would have plenty of absence. i find if u tink time is going fast, perhaps the next moment u would tink is going so slow tat u wish is night time - nothing on my mind - and when you think time is lagging behind you, u find that u never have enough time at all to do wat you want.

someone asked if there's a past in me unknown. i've said my past is erased becos i deleted most of the memories. may it be painful. let it rots. let it decays. let it disappear out of my sight. sometimes a dream may trigers the most unslightly image. if u dun tink abt it. if u dun talk abt it. if u dun even go and aks abt it. for someday when u tink abt it. then u remember u have forgotten all abt it.thats when u truly forgotten all it.forgotten that part of you. which makes you wat u are todae. wat am i ? a chocolate melting.

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