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Saturday, January 22, 2005

9:57 AM

dear diary....

haha i want to write down my 18th birthdae.. i want to remember everything of it. its so wonderful..getting older.. and knowing people better..inside and out. : ) okok where should i start hmm...

it was thursdae morning. i woke up very early cos love said to meet me to send me to school. think he wants to give me the hand-made breakfast. i met him at the busstop he very rushing tat he scalded his wrist n hands so poor thing. then got this v cute package for me. then i cant open it until break time. then on the bus. thats the earlieSt 81 tat i ever taken. he got out this chocolate cake n said it was break fast for me. then he light e candle n sing bday song for me.. i so.. sweet..inside.. (:

i reached sch early. den i saw this very cute kitten meowing outside a class den follow me to e toilet. so i quickly hugg it. den me n tis girl try to settle tis cat thing. i mean really v lucky to see my fav animal on such a good day like tis. then i met up with yun n wq. so qiao all reached early todae. i got lots of birthdae wishes. dozens of sms-es frm ppl who i'm not close with n very close with. wq gave me another present wich is frm CLA class ppl. is those socks n handiplast that i went shoppin with ed tat day. he trick me to choose the stuff for his little sis end up is for me. really really sweeet. they say i always lack of socks n plasters. :X haha.. wo hen gan dong..okae..realli.. ni men hen you xin..and the card is truly adorable got this sheep hugging v tightly to another sheep. hen ke ai! got a gift frm xx too.

then i got open up the lovely breakfast tat yang make for me. it consist of a love lunch box with sandwiches of luncheon meat, egg n tuna. and my fav choc bar. a termol flask (my bday gift) contain with cuppachino. a lunch box of fruits. hehe; i read the letter as i eat the thing. sharing it with my 2 close buddies in sch. yun n wq. hehe.. they were like - i know they also v envy de..haha.. no la. but share share ma :) share all e good things with them.

ok i tot thats all for my bday. n lois v cute also. jus saw her testi last night. hen cute ah.. and keep apologisin forgettin to bring my gift. aiyo is jus a small thing. really they all hen sincere. wo.... no words to describe. can rem my bday is realli v big thing le.

then it was 12:10p.m after my maths lec. i rushing to go toilet den wan to go lib to find my lost items, then dawn (my pri sch mate) came over n tell me: "eh hui ting somebody lookin for u" i seems confused..i tot maybe is yang? then tis lady carring a bouquet of pink roses.. ask me to sign e receipt n receive e flowers. i tell u i am in total shock n awe. confused n excited. n surprised n touched. shy n blushing. i couldnt stop blushin as everyone keep lookin at me n askin. some say i should b proud of it. but i tink such attention like not realli for me so i try hiding it in my jacket or locker. haha... but truly once in a life time thingy. not trying to be hao lian la. but such thing dun happen to me like once in a century. but i got into such a state where i am so overwhelmed with all e goodness of my friends my love my family.

dinner time with yang n my family. even though dad couldnt be present i know how badly he wants to celebrate wif me on my bday de. but is public hol eve, so he couldnt. :( then i got ang bao frm my da jie, auntie, ma and dad. my er jie went to get a cake for me. vanilla cream fruit cake. v nice. dinner was "zu chao" i got most of my fav dishes. for e 1st time i get to choose- yum yum. but kor also not there to eat with us. but got a gift frm him since last wk le.

i feelin v lucky now. even though sometimes communication breaks down within my family. sometimes i run out crying. sometimes i hate them or i hate hER. but overall. i have them with me so i dun have much complains abt it. lucky to have a home, fortunate to have my love, wonderful to have my friends with me on this rocky path of e journey of life. tears are part n parcels of my life. shed it all and move it on. there may be evil in this world but i believe there r still goodness in everyone's heart.

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