• satday - $32 (doc lee)
• tue - $6.40 (tamp poly clinic - i also wan pon test - shrug*)
• fri - $25

sigh* i hate it. i am so happie. my pa could wake up so early to bring me see doctor. i mean i was feeling realli sickly since last night. when yang come find me, i realli feel like falling asleep and my legs were aching from the run last last night. tis week i've been slooging my ass off for the 8 articles. and now the rest of the hw left is :

1. lit essays
2. reading log book (g.p)
3. lit log books ( finish readin 2 books n hundreds of logs)
4. prepare for maths, lit test

how am i ever going to rest? i thought i would start my jian fei project this week de. but see i so sick. i cant even manage to step out for a swim or run. i mean i set my alarm at 8.30 and i woke up at 8.25 then i cant even walk properly. sigh* hopefully i recover soon. i cant afford to be sick. i have so much so much to do. and so much to enjoy.

my sis's operation have be shifted to next thurs. i feeling worried for her..erm... yest afternoon was sleeping on the bed beside her since her bed so big. then like got talk to her. i feel i dun detest her so much after all. and since she going thru such a tough time. perhaps she need more support on our family side. i jus hope she dun keep nagging at me -_-" and i'll try going to the hospital to accompany her after my sch time. hmm.. hope she is okae. *pray hard for her*

friends around me getting sicker. as in.. health. 2 guy frens i know have alreadi got problems with their heart. their time seems to be running out. i realli dun know how to face this. any time it could be another closer mate of mine getting some disease. i wish i wish i really wish everyone will get well soon and get thru tis difficult times. i feel so helpless. perhaps we should all start by taking care of our own body!!!