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Thursday, January 13, 2005

10:34 PM

i am very freeee to blog. bcos' homework is.. well.. managable i guess.

surprisingly a frenship is spark off when sometimes all u ever need to do is speak up. talk to us! haha.. join us. and probably u'll find us.. interesting. lois came over and talk to me at the vending machine when i was busy purchasing some chocolates... and i was like haha.. very openly asked.. "yes anything wrong? wat u wanna say? do u need a pad?" i mean i'm not sounding crude. i thought i was kind. haha..i was jus being frenly and helpful. but anyway she joined us for lunch. get-to-know-me-n-you session (: its a yippie yeah afternoon.

happily lit was moved up so we get to go off early. went to mac for lunch at tm. met up with love. he was being very nice as usual. hope he dun feel bored abt hanging out with my frens. well i dun tink he is, with me around :P then he have to go for work help his father u know. good boy !
we walk ard then we take neoprints again. tis is e 2nd time of the yr that tanwenqi ask me take neoprint haha.. i tink she got this disease from me. i was there calculating the amt. that we r goin to spend ...tsk tsk. but i still have to join in after all.. wats a neoprint without my face? and lois came and took the very first photo with us. hahaha very surprisingly she agreed to take and feel so fun abt it :) but scanner cant work now if not i'll put up e pics in frenster le. i totally agree with wq on e fact that ya sometimes is not we wanna be alone but the people we can click may not be v few. everyone has frens in some particular part of the world that we probably call them our soul mates. thats when we should always try to know one another better~

madam S is going to Innova Jc. oh damm i will hate it when she leave. i'll truly miss her. she has been very niceeee to me. and that day during hols we were still talking abt this. then todae she jus tell me that she leaving soon :( then she touch my back like very motherly way. i like her so much! then she say must come to her house on sat. i will defintely go!!!! ^_^

ah met hongwei jus now. haha.. he's a good boy. i miss him. miss yun. miss the sec sch days. miss such a kind feeling that so comfortable. they r not talking in any pressurising way that if u have nothing to say u will ffeel out of place? but no. jus few words. thats all we need. i dun know how to describe such a feeling but i feel so much for all the people i know now. kelly so sweet left me a testi, her sms also makes me laugh, jus like my honeeey~~~ haha..

y do we judge then we be friends? when we grow up i find it so hard to make friends or to strike a conversation? i rem when i was young i could a guy's hand without feeling shy. i think i could probably kiss any guy or pull any girls hair. i think is where our inner self are being exposed out to the world. things dun work such a way anymore. ppl qnsing your self. your appearance. they pin point ur faults. they exposed ur flaws. they degrade ur pride. wats up with ppl? wear a mask? i'll be open with frens but how much? or are they suspicious of every word i say? always be wary of ppl - thats what my family tells me. i still like being close to ppl. treating frens like my family. i believe we are makers of what we are todae. be nice and u get rewarded. life is some how jus the way it is. dun ask for too much, u may not be up to it to handle life u know? haha.. somehow i'm reaching this point that i believe there are still good in people even though i am not really prepared to handle any abnormal stuff. i still think we have to face such challenges in life. i wanna be spiritually good haha.. nvm. lousy english - wq will correct me yap!

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